study spirit!

holiday comee! but, this holiday i'm not really excited not like my previous holiday. this holiday is my first holiday in twelve grade in my school, and at this time the spirit of learning and study are very big! but, when the first time this feeling came(the spirit of learning) the holiday was coming too.. how unlucky i am :( i'm just afraid when the holiday ends and  I have to go back to school the spirit will gone while i need it most... how desperate i am with school subjects and with the school too. the one thing that can make my spirit up actually are my friends. but i try to make the spirit from my own. to make it burn i always think for my future, if i don't study now what job will i get in the future? and that motto always rise me up :')

exam,holiday

hello world! Final exam was done and i don't know and don't care about the result. i don't expect too much for the result because honestly i didn't study seriously and not enough prepared for the exam. So let's forget about the exam and say hello to my holiday! I'am really excited with holiday and bali! after 1 week fight for the exam, every night just studied, opened book and memorized the formula finally it's time for us to feel the holidaay! I am very grateful my school made a plan, and the plan is we are going to dewata's island, yuhuuuuuuuuuuuu....... Can't waitt :3 17th june 2012 on sunday morning we will go there by bus and come back to jakarta at 23th on evening. Hope we will get a nice trip and a fun trip! Can't waitt rvrsd goes to bali!

what a 'zonk' day

Last thursday... me, dira,miranti, and sarah went to 'Dunia Fantasi' amusement park. we went there by trans jakarta, we left home at 11 o'clock and arrived at dunia fantasi at 12.30 am . When we arrived at there we are so surprised because it was not crowded like usual... so we are so excited at first. There is not even queue in each vehicle, so we rode again and again until finally we feel so sick and nausea. we took a rest for a while and ate bakso at planet bakso near by. We wasted our time so loong it's about 1 or 2 hour. Then after we took a rest we decided to rode a vehicle which doesn't made us sick.. After we rode 3 vehicles, we decided to go back to kind of extreme vehicle. When we wanted to rode roller coaster twice, there was an announcement who said that the amusement park was about to close. And it's 6 o'clock. What-the-hell!? I consent that dunia fantasi usually closes at 8 pm. And at that time it made me so disappointed. I tried to beg the guard to rode the roller coaster for the last time but he cannot :( so we left.. When we waited my mother to pick us up, we saw a huge black smoke and dira said that was a hurricane. We were so panic! Then we gone far away from the smoke and dinner at unknown restaurant in front of the beach. We were so hungry, we ate that foods because we didn't want to eat junk food anymore, and unfortunately the food was not delicious... Hem, that day was a zonk dayy everrr!>.<

Sisterhood

Dwiantisa Fazria , yes she has becoming my younger sister since 2007. the first time i know you was from my junior and he was your ex-boyfriend, i knew your msn address and i added you at that time. since that day we were getting closer and closer. I felt that we were so match! so i asked you to become my sister. You agreed! I was very happy because i don't have sister and the figure of younger sister i can got it from you :) everyday, every night we always talked about everything. About friends, family, school, boys, anything about our life! you always gave me a solution in any problem that I had. every happiness and sorrow you always be there for me ;) thanks wii, i love you so much! But.... since i graduated from putra jhs and you were so busy with your school(because you must prepared for national exams) We were not that close again...:( no more greeting in my msn, no more story, no more listeners, no more solutions, no more you :'( day by day had gone by... I'm in grade 11th now, and you in your new school in grade 10th. The sadness thing was our relation was not as close as the first time :( Hey sis, how are you? Where are you? It's been soooo looong since we haven't talked... I miss you sis, i miss the moment when you greeted my msn every night, i miss when we talked about our boys we like, i miss when you always listened to my weird story. Let's repeat that moment! don't you miss it?:((((((((((( i miss you wi! Really really miss you....... when i started to try to fix this relation between you and me. Why i got the news that you had gone!????? why you didn't tell me that you weresick!? did you forget me? Your sister? wi......... Why i did not know you were sick and hospitalized!? i didn't even see you in hospital... :( Sorry i can't be a good sister for u, I was a stupid sister i didn't know you were sick, didn't see youu in hospital and the most stupid thing........ I was late to know you, you alreadyy passed away! :'( but i promise i will visit you laterrr wi... i'm really sorry wii, i love you and it always be! But why you leave me so earlyyy wiiii....... if you leave me, who will give me a solution as best as yours!!! who gonna listen to my problems? Every time i remember about our memories i just want to cry over and over again :( Nothing can replace you wii, you're still my best sister ever! I love you, Dwiantisa Fazria! rest in peace honey... I will always miss you :')

Sasato

Let me introduce my best friends.... We called this friendship sasato and it means "sahabat satu tongkrongan" or like a friendship in a place.
The members are me, eca, syifa, tari, aqira, adila, tara, reno, kevin, anes, manda, brandon, gilang, and sovy. 1...2...3... Huh quiet a lot right? We started this friendship since we were in first grade in senior high school. and up until now, we're still playing together. we have a communication group to make us easier to keep communicate with each other. we always share our feeling about anything! The happiness and the sorrow we always lived together. we just like one family and cannot be separated and replaced

Love youuu... Sasato
Hope we can maintain our friendship until we have a children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren and death!

Just to share my feeling

That's How Strong My Love Is Lyrics

(Verse 1)
Some people they call me crazy
For fallin' in love with you
They can take me and lock me away baby
Cuz there's nothing those bars can do

(Hook)
I'll be the rising moon after the setting sun
just to let you know you'll always have someone
I'll be the clear as day when the rain is done
So you'll always know

(Chorus)
Through the shake of an earthquake
I will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm
we can risk it all
That's how strong my love is

(Verse 2)
I used to feel kinda lonely
Cause the world can be so fake
All it matters I'm tellin' you
It's you and me only
And the fortress from love we make

(Hook)
I'll be the water you need
in the desert land
Just to let you know you'll always have my hand
I'll be the woman you need to be a better man
http://www.elyricsworld.com/that's_how_strong_my_love_is_lyrics_alicia_keys.html
So you'll always know

(Chorus)
Through the shake of an earthquake
I will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm
we can risk it all
That's how strong my love is

Ooooh Can nothin' break us down
Oooh Cuz we are heaven bound
Like a mountain standing tall
Immovable we're here to stay
Ooooh Can nothin' get in the way

(Chorus)
Through the shake of an earthquake ( I will never fall)
I will never fall ( I will never fall)
That's how strong my love is (that's how strong my love my love is)
Like a ship through the storm
we can risk it all (We can risk it all Ooooh)
That's how strong my love is (Looove is)

Through the deepest waters I won't let you drown
That's how strong my love is
There's a balloon in the sky that'll never come down
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is

Source :
www.elyrics.com

Exam

this week is exam week! 5 day, 12 subject, and I will be sitting in front of the teacher! What a great life~ the exam started from 8 December until 14 december. And tomorrow physic is the next exam, but now i don't even touch my book. I really don't care with the exam, I know I will repeat the test cause I will get a bad score so i need to repeat over and over again. I'm tired of being a fool people but the teachers didn't help me to show my spirit to study, and the way their taught me it really didn't make me understand what their are talking about. They were not succeed to make me smarter, nor to make me like and good at their subject. But when i was in my junior high school it was 180 degrees different! I always studied everyday and always got a best scores in every subject. I just miss my old school :( I need to change.... Please somebody help me to show my spirits :'(