study spirit!

holiday comee! but, this holiday i'm not really excited not like my previous holiday. this holiday is my first holiday in twelve grade in my school, and at this time the spirit of learning and study are very big! but, when the first time this feeling came(the spirit of learning) the holiday was coming too.. how unlucky i am :( i'm just afraid when the holiday ends and  I have to go back to school the spirit will gone while i need it most... how desperate i am with school subjects and with the school too. the one thing that can make my spirit up actually are my friends. but i try to make the spirit from my own. to make it burn i always think for my future, if i don't study now what job will i get in the future? and that motto always rise me up :')