Sisterhood

Dwiantisa Fazria , yes she has becoming my younger sister since 2007. the first time i know you was from my junior and he was your ex-boyfriend, i knew your msn address and i added you at that time. since that day we were getting closer and closer. I felt that we were so match! so i asked you to become my sister. You agreed! I was very happy because i don't have sister and the figure of younger sister i can got it from you :) everyday, every night we always talked about everything. About friends, family, school, boys, anything about our life! you always gave me a solution in any problem that I had. every happiness and sorrow you always be there for me ;) thanks wii, i love you so much! But.... since i graduated from putra jhs and you were so busy with your school(because you must prepared for national exams) We were not that close again...:( no more greeting in my msn, no more story, no more listeners, no more solutions, no more you :'( day by day had gone by... I'm in grade 11th now, and you in your new school in grade 10th. The sadness thing was our relation was not as close as the first time :( Hey sis, how are you? Where are you? It's been soooo looong since we haven't talked... I miss you sis, i miss the moment when you greeted my msn every night, i miss when we talked about our boys we like, i miss when you always listened to my weird story. Let's repeat that moment! don't you miss it?:((((((((((( i miss you wi! Really really miss you....... when i started to try to fix this relation between you and me. Why i got the news that you had gone!????? why you didn't tell me that you weresick!? did you forget me? Your sister? wi......... Why i did not know you were sick and hospitalized!? i didn't even see you in hospital... :( Sorry i can't be a good sister for u, I was a stupid sister i didn't know you were sick, didn't see youu in hospital and the most stupid thing........ I was late to know you, you alreadyy passed away! :'( but i promise i will visit you laterrr wi... i'm really sorry wii, i love you and it always be! But why you leave me so earlyyy wiiii....... if you leave me, who will give me a solution as best as yours!!! who gonna listen to my problems? Every time i remember about our memories i just want to cry over and over again :( Nothing can replace you wii, you're still my best sister ever! I love you, Dwiantisa Fazria! rest in peace honey... I will always miss you :')